i love ugly

the names raf

i must be feeling something cause i decided to use my tumblr for once…

we sat in the parks for hours. we danced in her room to mac demarco. she wiped the lipstick off my lips so i didn’t look like a clown. we rode all the train lines. she showed me the best burrito in Brookline. i gave her one of my favorite sweaters. holding her hand on the cab ride to the airport was one of the most gut wrenching feelings i’ve ever had. who knew two days could do a lot. it sure as hell beat the four years of being lost in high school. i don’t know what to expect now. she asked the perfect question, “what are we?” and it scared the both of us that we couldn’t find a clear answer. i’m ready for whatever, but i know what i really want. 

“The decision to be positive is not one that disregards or belittles sadness that exists. It is rather a conscious choice to focus on the good and to cultivate happiness - genuine happiness. Happiness is not a limited resource. When we devote our energy and time to trivial matters and choose to stress over things that ultimately are insignificant, from that point, we perpetuate our own sadness and lose sight of the things that really make us happy and rationalize our way out of doing amazing things.”

– Christopher Aiff  (via quotethat)

i can’t believe this is really happening